Listening to Breaking Benjamin's new album is painful, yet it medicates my loneliness. You are there in their bellowing sound; man how you loved it when he ripped out that sound. I see true love 10 minutes away around my sister and brother-in-law, and everywhere else; I wish you were here for me to love. I did love you like the sand yearns for the waves; I still love you more than you ever imagined or wanted to believe.
Seeing your lips quiver and those eyes flood traumatized my heart. I can't go on in this world knowing I couldn't stop the water and cool those temples. I lived to cradle your sadness, and I held the pain as long as I could. But now, after I lost all strength, I wish I would have cupped those tears longer; I wish I could have been stronger to withstand the rain so your heart could have felt safe and dry just one more day.
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